Two things.

So, for some personal news, I am leaving YWAM staff and going home for a season. It's been tough for me for a few reasons, but basically, it's been testing me a lot of trusting God and his faithfulness and knowing He knows best. Because going back to old things is scary. You have to trust God and what He's done and what He's spoken.

So with that, two things have been on my heart to remember and grow in. And i feel like these are specific for my circumstance, but also just huge principles for the christian walk.

Humility and Grace.

Being for others and getting from God. Being focused on relationship and believing God.

Being humble means admitting mistakes, or even sometimes not saying something when you're right. I want to be so focused on others and their well-being that I am humble enough to pull myself down for them. And admitting that I may actually NOT know best and still need to learn things. Especially in terms of community and church, I want to put Jesus and his bride above my own desires. Because his bride is amazing and I want to build it!!

And grace. What craziness. I still don't understand it fully. But I want to. I want to accept this grace. When God speaks and gives, I want to walk in that instantly. I don't want to doubt that I AM or I CAN or that God is bIGGER. So when God pours out his undeserved things onto me, I desire to be able to take it with both hands and run with it, for the sake of others!!!

That's basically it. I feel like this grace thing could go on forever. Gods grace is one of the most mind blowing, incomprehensible things. Its so much, and so good. It's all good in fact.

How can I get more of these things? How can you?